*Proud*

And I thought my blog was boring and uninteresting, but it has actually inspired Garfian to start her very own blog. I can't tell you how proud that makes me. I feel like a proud mother whose child is starting her own blog. There's actually some purpose for my miserable existence on this earth after all! (Sometimes, my existence feels even worse than miserable; it feels pathetic even!)

Imitation is the highest form of flattery, and Garfian has paid me one of the highest compliments. I started writing a blog because I wanted to break out of boxed-up state of mind at that point. I also wanted to share my life with my friends and people around me - my daily struggles to be good, my moments of intense satisfaction and joy; not so much for anything else, but so that those who read my blog will know that they are not as pathetic as they think they are. There are others sharing the moments of intense disappointment that they feel, or who struggle to do the right thing too. And by sharing me experiences, I am hoping that it will encourage others a little. Though the road is long and hard and weary, or there may not seem to be any light at the tunnel, but hey, take heart, you're not the only one dealing with crap! Misery loves company; and the company may just alleviate your misery a little, putting things into perspective.

My strength may help another's weakness, and that's what I hope to do, to encourage another in their weakness, by the power of the written word. And that, will make my pithy existence, all worthwhile.