This is one of those days...
Where you ask yourself "Who am I, and what did I do to deserve to be here?". And then you realise that your life's destiny is to feed your dog and give it water everyday.
Where you wish you were anywhere else but here. And then you check out the airfares and realised it's too expensive to go anywhere else but here.
When you hide from everybody and anybody because you didn't want anybody near you or you'll scream. And you realise you can only stay in the toilet for so long before someone starts banging on the door and begging you to let them in.
When you wish you were marooned on a deserted island somewhere. And then you realise you don't know how to get there.
When you didn't think you can quite make it through the day; and at the end of the day you thought you couldn't make it through, you celebrate with a cup of coffee in your favourite armchair.
When life really sucks and everything that can go wrong is going wrong, but you know that having hit bottom, the only way to go is up.
When you really start to doubt your abilities and your capabilities and you wonder whether you can get into any more trouble than you already are in. And then you open the papers to the funnies page, and after a good laugh, feel better again.
When you thumb your nose at all the crap that is piled up at your doorstep, and you wonder whether it will just combust spontaneously the way natural fuel does.
When you think nobody loves you, everybody hates you and you're going to go eat some worms. And then you receive an email which someone spent time and energy and brain cells writing, and you feel loved and treasured beyond measure.
It's just one of those days. Tomorrow is going to be a better day.
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