The Struggle to Wake Up Every Morning

It's such a struggle waking up every morning. Even though it's waking up from restless and disturbing dreams and unrested sleep, the moment of waking is always a struggle, as if my soul is resisting facing reality.

Even awake, the next struggle is to find enough energy to get out of bed and to to start the routine of facing the workday. It is so tempting to burrow my head underneath the bed clothes, but there're so many things that need my attention.

Even worse, is that, having woken up, there's nothing to look forward to - for that day, for the week, for my life.